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Wednesday, August 11, 2010 @ 8:09 PM


" Maybe i should be contented, i shouldn`t ask for more things anymore, but i just don`t know why. "

Reached school, start revising geography as yesterday night then i know there`s a test, i was like, "OMG! x.x "

POA; Fine, totally failed today, fuck it manzxc -.-
PHYSICS; It is always a tough lesson for me, the teacher should be glad that i didn`t fall a sleep, be GLAD! -.-
GEOGRAPHY; Go through some stuffs, geography is always the lesson where i enjoy? Not because i get to talk, it`s because i felt that i improve? :)
RECESS; Ate with khaing, rachel' mummy, yu ru, calvin and sherylllllllllll ~ :D
ENGLISH; Went to library, crapping with khaing, haikal, calvin, hanis and yu ru then head to find rachel' mummy, jin boon' daddy, alvin, desmond and david :) Now then i realise david was once in the same primary school as me! :o -shock- (not really very shock lurh)
SOCIAL STUDIES; Was fine :)
CHINESE; Read newspaper article :o
CHEMISTRY; Not bad, understand :)

Stay back for the geography test, hope i can pass as i leave 2 questions blank which cost me 3 marks! x.x Had geography make up lesson after the test, okayysokayys :) Head to find mdm nisha for the "Quote of week" thingy, made to stay back tomorrow as only me, khaing, hanis and sheryl stayed back today, roar! x.x

Head to jurong point for dinner, went back to school to find tricia and off we head to bubble tea shop, leave about 6pm ? :o
Had a fun time at bus stop :P

Reach home about 6pm plusplus :D

Please don`t give me empty promises, i rather you tell me straight in the face that you can`t do it but you will try your best than promise me already then break it, in the end, it hurts me alot you know. It really does, do you really understand how i feel? You have your own thinking, maybe you think your promise to me is nothing, but i just want to let you know, whatever you have promise me is important to me and it means a lot to me.

Sometimes, i tend to wonder that what will happen if i have a younger or older brother? Will i still have a place in yor heart? Sometimes, i tend to wonder, you dote on me is because you love me or is it because you got no choice, as im your only child? Sometimes, i tend to wonder, will you treat me like a piece of shit, if i have a younger or older brother? Or you will be fair?
What you have said when i was young is still deep inside my heart, maybe that time you said it in a moment of anger, or maybe you said it cause you mean it, but i just want to tell you, i do understand every single word that you have said and it doesn`t mean that i was young so i don`t understand your language, i do understand, it`s just that i don`t want to admit that i do understand, as i know if i admit on the spot that i understand, everything between me and you will be gone. Forever.
Do you know why i suddenly recall the past, it`s because, i was thinking, if you and that women were together and had a baby boy, what will happen to me? Maybe i was just thinking too much, but i know deep in your heart, you have always hoped that i am a boy.
Maybe you have changed your thinking already, but i don`t know.





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