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Wednesday, July 28, 2010 @ 7:59 PM


" It is always like this, i don`t know why, don`t understand why? I never wanted it to be like this. "


Woke up in pain as early as 5.35am, it is counted as early to me. Actually didn`t want to go to school but in the end, i still did turn up. Praises please? :)

POA; Did some work, doubtfu debts, i have become doubtful about it too :(
PHYSIC; Had test.
GEOGRAPHY; Poor ms lim, i can tell that she is sad, angry and didn`t know what to do with our class anymore, i got a feeling or maybe i think i saw it, she seems to be crying?
RECESS; Ate with usual clique.
ENGLISH; Had test, after test peepos fight.
SOCIAL STUDIES; Go through some powerpoint slides, interesting i could say? :o
CHINESE; Did some work.
CHEMISRY; Had test.

Accompany khaing to go make her ez-link card with rachel' mummy and jin boon' daddy, head to bubble tea shop to grab a bite. After a while, rachel' mummy and jin boon' daddy left and not long after, jess and wan ting came :) Chit chatted with them ~ Then here comes wj, tricia, lingyin and one sec 2 express girl but i don`t really know how to spell her name, opps x.x Played, talked rubbish and they all started drawing :) JESS DREW ME!!!!!!!! :D

Around 4pm plus going 5pm, everyone started to go homeeeeeeeeeeee :)

You shouldn`t give me empty promise, or maybe i shouldn`t have placed my thinkings on you. I know everyone have different thinking and different views towards things but to me, i think what im doing now is the best for you but maybe you just don`t seem to feel it that way.

I seriously hate it when my anger turns into tears, never ever think of trying how it feels, it sucks. I tried to hold back my tears, i succeed, but i feel terrible inside. Finally, when i reached home, i throw my temper, i didn`t know what to do, i was just throwing my temper, finally someone realise something was wrong, talked to me. I can`t hold back any longer, i cried.
It is always like this, again, i regretted, but what`s the point?

I hate to be alone in a dark room, where you will start to think what exactly happen today, reflect on yourself, what you did correctly, what you did wrongly. When you realise you shouldn`t have done this, it will take you the whole night to regret on it. Even though you know it is already over and you can`t turn the time back. But you will just keep on regret until tears drop down and you cry yourself to sleep.

Im trying my very very very very very best, to convince myself that tomorrow will be better than today.





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